January 2010
14 posts
peace out..
2009! 2010 you better be nice!
Jan 1st
December 2009
24 posts
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fuck ya toy story ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! XD
Dec 28th
sometimes it just hurts..
Charles Bomberry: Mmmm cmere
shufflemonsterr: i wish..so bad.....
Charles Bomberry: I wanna jus hold you so bad
shufflemonsterr: i just want to be where u are..always ...
Dec 28th
“I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my...”
– Unknown
Dec 25th
“If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if...”
– Anonymous
Dec 25th
:(
I feel bad pushing him away, making him go out and all. I’m hurting my own feelings, but he has to go out and have fun. I’m going to feel like shit I know it but its for the best. We cant spend every second together even though that would be perfect. I’m not going to smother him..he needs his own space and I’m going to give it to him no matter how much it hurts me :(
Dec 25th
why..
I feel so lonely. I know I’m not lonely technically, I have a wonderful boyfriend. It’s just I feel lonely sometimes. It could just be boredom. I don’t know but I don’t like this feeling. I’ve been trying to keep busy. I want to go out and have fun but sometimes I feel guilty. I’m out having fun and my boys out working. I feel bad sometimes. I try to stay home...
Dec 19th
so in love..
Charles Bomberry: go to bed sleepy head
shufflemonsterr: no
Charles Bomberry: u dont gotta stay up for me...
shufflemonsterr: yes
Charles Bomberry: im not tht important geez
shufflemonsterr: yes
Charles Bomberry: not to lose sleep over...
shufflemonsterr: yes, geeez why dont u just let me love u kk
Dec 18th
bryanna is so cute..
Today her little class were singing xmas songs..ghetto but still very cute. All in all a very uneventful day, as usual. Tomorrow I’m going out for sure. I may be sick but I cant stand being home. It’s not that it’s bad here, just really boring. My dad is back so at least I’m not the slave of the house anymore! We still have some of his graduation cake lol. This one boy kept...
Dec 17th
My new goal..
Starting in Jan. I’m heading back to school :) I know I should’ve been do with it. Its a love, hate thing I got going on. I need to go though, and just do it already. Might as well. The only thing that sucks is having to walk my happy ass over there every morning! Its fucking cold! All for the best I suppose. It’ll keep me busy while I’m being rejected on my job search lol....
Dec 15th
YAY for birthdays!
Today’s my moms birthday, you know what that means..a bomb ass dinner and cake! I hate being broke though. I could only get her a card. I bought her lunch yesterday and she didn’t even eat it. Oh well im not tripping. Today already started off good so it can only get better! (:
Dec 14th
Awww
what a lonely, lonely day without my baby *sigh* time for food compensation and snapped marathon on Oxygen! Yay me ):
Dec 14th
all we need..
Charles Bomberry: bby can u do me a favor
shufflemonsterr: yez
shufflemonsterr: anything
Charles Bomberry: tonight..if you get the chance..look up, and look at all the stars n the moon, and know that i may be thousands of miles away, but you are always close to my heart
shufflemonsterr: i will baby i promise..and i know u care about me a lot. i just want wuts best for both of us. and i think that may be each other..
Charles Bomberry: i agree
Dec 13th
Reality Check..
Sometimes I feel so stupid..like if I never think things through. Maybe I get too excited. I don’t know but im trying so hard not to mess anything up. I feel like im just stuck where I am. I wouldn’t say it’s a bad thing, im a little lost maybe. I know what I want, however I don’t think I should push it. Being patient has always been a problem for me, but this time I...
Dec 12th
Pop's Graduation..
was awesome! Im very proud of him, nice speeches and all that. I wasnt expecting to have to stand up and say anything but it was ok. Lucky for me im good with my words. The cake afterwards was bomb, two different kinds yummy. Didn’t do much after that just fell asleep finally. I had a long night before that morning so i needed some rest. Boring past couple of days hopefully it will pick up...
Dec 12th
“YAY for bread!”
– Me
Dec 9th
My Love..
is on a plane to Seattle, then hes off to Japan. I was so depressed about this..then I realized maybe it’s not such a bad thing after all. This gives me an opportunity to get myself together while he’s away. When he comes home I will be a better, stronger, smarter person. He inspires me to do so. Ive never in my life wanted so much to better myself for anyone. True love can work...
Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
Dec 9th
:)
Charles Bomberry:
shufflemonsterr: babyyy...
Charles Bomberry: Yez?
shufflemonsterr: i love you kodi bomberry
Charles Bomberry: I love you amber bomberry
Dec 9th
Dec 8th
ListenHOMEGROWN!
Dec 8th
“Just can’t live that negative way…make way for the positive day.”
– Robert Nesta Marley
Dec 8th
an overwhelming thought..
LOVE..why does it feel so good? Scary in a way, but uplifting and joyous. It makes all the missing pieces forgotten and all the holes are filled. Its undeniable and so confusing..but when it’s true it can feel like you’re in heaven, whatever that may be. All the beauty in the world rushes into your soul and lifts you up so high. You can touch the sky and kiss the stars. The voids...
Dec 8th